I prefer to put my intellectual foot foward, at the same time I just can't help it that Im so sensual.Working through an almost celibate year,coming up on 12 months.The reflection has been great.I have emerged stronger,more clear on what I want and even more focused on my goals.This has left a number of people out.People who do not fit into the dream I visualize for myself.At times I am lonely.It is hard to adjust to new paradigms and standards but the effect has been worth every moment.